coffee.

begin. early. coffee. coffee. housework. coffee. homework. coffee. rent. school. work. yardwork. coffee. coffee. homework. phonecalls. coffee. ditched.

i don’t expect anything.

only seven cups. good.

i just wish we could be.
im thankful. honest. what beauty surrounds us. how often i forget.

today. speaking with a fantastic person. -how is it that flowers are smart. they know to close up when its raining or cold or dark. they are smarter than most humans.- said i- flowers just obey better than humans.- says she. interesting.

lets just drive south.

i enjoy your ever changing consistency.

its wonderful to be here now.

im trying not to count down. not doing a very good job.

im working on content. not complacent. is content something you can work on. or does it just happen.

its like water. its like the shadow water leaves.

face to face please.

i miss people to do nothing with. he once said. its hard to get much done around here. because there is always someone to do nothing with.

i miss people. i miss him. i miss trampolines. and the right music. i miss her. i miss trading ipods for the day. i miss cooking for 120 people. i miss crying. i miss a lot of things today.

please don’t be selfish with your life. you wont be so lonely if you share it. it means something. community. fellowship. in the right way.

i understand needing alone time. but maybe you should look at why you have such a hard time with not having so so much of it.

fire. kites. food. dance. talks. music. laugh. sidewalkchalk. sit. read. bookclub. write. dohomework. askforhelp. photograph. watchamovie. nap. things are wonderful with people. i think i was made to be with people. and i think you were too.

its beautiful.

i laughed on Saturday. really laughed. the -really.hard.cant.control.im.sorry.i.am.making.these.noises.i.would.
stop.if.i.could.but.i.cant.- kinda laugh. and it happened twice that day.
it was wonderful. i missed that too.

i admire my siblings. every last one. they are fantastic.