Tuesday, July 28, 2009

well sometimes.

i was just thinking about buying a book online that i have been meaning to read so. little google search. $3.35 (plus 4 for shipping)! no way man. yes way. should i? about to do it. while im on all the books on that site went up five dollars. thats still not much. funny though. i think i should wait. becoming the answers to our prayers. only book of his i have not read yet.

i have a lost itch on my back... you know the kind. it itches you scratch it(or it scratches and you itch it) right on the spot... but then its not the spot. or the spot moved. its lost. but still there. it is not good for man(woman) to be alone. cause. nobody is there to find your lost back itch. im not meant to be alone. i have said that. i miss you jane.

im house and dog sitting. oh yeah. and cat. for a few weeks. for a family i dont really know at all. its close to one of my works. ha. but. i dont miss this kind of living. the cooking for one. computer time. not having the opportunity to help someone with something when i get home from work. not sharing. you cant share if you are alone.
i do miss the little green house. and the garden. and my tree. and being on a joy schedule. and having things around the house. the way i want them to be. my shower and bathroom. no diapers. ha. ha. but. whats any of that. how much of that is all about me. ew. those are all so small. small things. not needed in anyway. comfortable. yes. but who wants comfort. i was at a meeting sunday night. the preacher said. -if you are comfortable. you can be pretty safe to say that you are not fully moving in the things god has for you.- man how true is that. whats your cross? take it up. face it.

you bless my heart. thank you. thank you for being you.

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