You looked right through me. there was no one else.

You are the one ive been waiting for today.

today.

confused.

im super great today. but also. super angry. at most everything. i dont know if its the good kind of anger.

i ordered a glass bead. i have been on the hunt for the right hand blown glass pendent. i think i found it. being stuck in bed with access to the internet has been interesting. my eyes are burning out of my head.

but anyway. glass bead. the cheapest i had found of the kind i wanted was $25. thats alot for one bead. i even found one for $180. then there it was. just what i wanted. for $5. yay.

if this company checks out. hello selling these things for way more than i bought them!

also. bought a new baja hoodie. its pretty grand. and cheap. ill let you know how they are when they both get here.

i have found the perfect music for today. i really like when that happens. its like magic.

and i stood up today. for about ten minutes. just a little while ago. it was great. but now i hurt. i havent taken vicodin at all today. but i think i will have to soon. then i will paint. for real. i hope. yeah i will. ill just move slow.

cookie bake off. Ebel's kitchen right now. Isaac vs Ness. who wins you ask? Joy. because i get to eat them all.

i keep having dreams. i have kids. but they are not mine.

Uganda.